sitting here in a room so large the walls seem so far away
the air seems too clear
the light so un tampered with.
it is a life worth living.....
till a moment steals my peace and the walls seem miles away
and the air insufficient for my lungs which have, seemingly, enlarged. the air way appears narrower
forcing breathing to become a chore and the life force of the heart to waver.
its not inadequacy that plagues the soul but perhaps a form of over adequacy that renders others paralysed and makes you wonder if adequacy is adequate enough to effect that for which you were made.
the moon rises and the sun hides its face....
another day of walls gone by
rooms
house
world
but the boundaries are so far out and the air is too thin.....
so slowly i fear
i die.
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