i thought today about what i want and compared it to what i really want
i don't want what i want
lets say today
when i smiled at my lover and took in a long drag of his scent
allowed his being to excite mine
allowed this man to steal sense from my nerves and craze up my entire chemistry
i found that this......
i don't want even though i want it so
so what do i want?
the simple niceties of love?
the meaning of the purposes we invent for ourselves
the joys of the simple things we forget
to see what men rarely glance at twice and discover the glory of a cowering soul
hidden in the persona of an independent strong being whos eems to have no sweet tooth
no heart to ache
one who seems too strong to be so
living is simple
now i sit across from one who desires me
not in selfish ambition but truly, i dare say madly and deeply
and though i wouldn't say it aloud
i want
i want
i want
"..Small steps sweetie.." says the one who is always "right"
ReplyDeletebut trp.... i have a warrant for your arrest!
ReplyDeletehuman passion-especially love- is a juggernaut that just wont stop rolling and rolling
ReplyDeletephilo!! banange some mind boggling sparks in that comment. juggernaut.... banange me am a simple person when it comes to english! explain
ReplyDeleteoh goodness you are a love child! i liked!
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