maybe am wrong

i may be wrong but surely its wrong to be cast aside awesomeness and all.
i lay my self at the feet of a person and they trampled me any way...
he knows i love him yet ignore me he does like am not there at all. and am no loser so i hop on coz i don't care right!!!

why must i be deemed a loser just because i feel pain at the fact that am not wanted by the one i want. Its not like i was faking it such that i can just walk away!!! but who am i to complain!!!

best friend left, man seems out of reach. gosh, Dear Lord so help a child out... this time am sure you see this is well beyond my handling capability!!! i want to think positive but its not necessarily working!! what shall i do now?
please help other wise ama be lost and i hate that plot of getting off the path of righteousness.